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Thursday, May 21, 2009

A Growing Star
Chapter 1

I couldn’t help but check Donnie out as he sat in the driver’s seat. To be so close to someone that I had dreamed about for so long as a very weird thing. He was taller than I had thought and a little

Since losing my job thanks to the recession I could have done two things, got straight back into the rat race or fulfil a dream I had had since I was a teen. The dream was to go to LA and see the stars, corny as hell I know but I have always worshipped at the shrine of celebrity and why not indulge myself in a bit of shallow glitz and ? There were only so many rainy grey days in Britain a man could take before he started to look at the holiday brochures and wished for sunnier climes. So against the wishes of my parents who thought I should be saving my money in case of a rainy day, I headed to L.A. Hollywood was everything I had dreamed it would be and more. This is what I would d to have said but in reality Hollywood was very much like every other place I had visited. Get beyond the tourist spots and the awe of something new and exciting and you start to see the homeless, the grime and the unreality of it all. How many more times would I hear guys saying they were the best actor to ever wait a table in a restaurant? There was something about Hollywood that just wasn’t me and in truth after about ten days I was beginning to become homesick. I should have come here with a friend then at least I would have had someone to laugh and bitch with. I made a decision to cut my holiday short and go back home. Walking back to my hotel after another day of window shopping I decided to stop off at a little café bar I had seen many times but never visited. There were a few tables outside but only one had a spare seat. I wouldn’t usually ask a perfect stranger if I could sit at their table but I was going home in the morning and so had nothing to loose. Sitting at the table was a guy who looked in his early 30’s wearing a baseball cap pulled down low; he was reading a magazine and biting one of his nails.‘Excuse me, is anyone sitting here?’ I asked. ‘Nah, help yourself’ he replied kind of uninterested. ‘Cheers’. I sat down and started to look at the menu. The guy opposite was not really paying me any attention but I noticed that his arms were covered in tattoos. He was wearing a black vest with a dusting of hair peaking over the top. Across his breast bone was also a tattoo. He seemed to have a handsome face, although I couldn’t see his eyes because of his large sunglasses. He looked a little worse for wear and slightly gone to seed. ‘Anything good in your magazine?’ I asked. ‘Not really’ he replied ‘Just using it to kill time to be honest.’ He smiled a sort of a cheeky impish smile. His face looked so much more handsome when he did and it looked familiar. ‘Oh cool, another Brit, I have been here for 10 days and you are the first British guy I have spoken too.’ I smiled back at him and put out my hand ‘The names Will’. ‘Alright Will, the names Don.’ shaking my hand. Then it occurred to me. Brit living in L.A. slightly gone to seed, tattoos, reading a football magazine? Oh , please don’t tell me this is Donnie Williams! Donnie Williams was one of my all time favourite singers, a guy who’s career I had followed since his days in the UK’s biggest boy band ‘Now This’. He had a hugely successful solo career in the UK but had moved to L.A. to get away from the fans and media attention. He hadn’t really made it big in the States and so found the perfect place to hang out without the hassles of stardom. So what was I going to do? Pretend I don’t know who he is and just sit and have coffee across of a guy I had dreamed about with for more years than I care to remember or just tell him I know who he is and that it’s cool and that I won’t bother him. I decided to play it cool and see what happened, after all even though there were many rumours that he was gay none of them were ever confirmed and so what was the point in making me look a fool, and even if he was gay, there was nothing to say that he would like me!‘So, you here on holiday, like me or on business?’ like I didn’t know the answer already! ‘I live here mate, not far from here; this is sort of my local.’ ‘Oh cool, wow, it must be great to be here all the time’ am I mad? Could I be any more boring and bland! ‘Its OK, at least its not raining all the time’ again with the cheeky smile. ‘I’m sorry, I keep chatting on, I have just been a little starved of conversation since being here. Didn’t really think that if I came out here on my own I would get so lonely.’ ‘Sorry to hear that bud, I quite like having quiet time but I know what you mean.’ He replied. ‘Listen, I am going to do a bit of window shopping at the mall, want to tag along?’ Tag along? Tag along? Donnie Williams asking me to go shopping with him! y hell! ‘Yeah, would love to, I hadn’t got anything planned for the rest of the afternoon.’‘Cool, come on then, we’ll take my car.’ He got up, threw some money onto the table and headed around the corner.We had a short drive to the mall and chatted away, I was quite guarded with any questions I answered in case I gave the game away that I knew who he was, so far so good though. I couldn’t help but check Donnie out as he sat in the driver’s seat. To be so close to someone that I had dreamed about for so long as a very weird thing. He was taller than I had thought and a little thicker. His pecs were quite large but seemed to be on the softer side than when he was in his videos . His tattoos fascinated me, there were so many.‘One thing I miss about England though, is the smoking. You can’t do it here and I have had to quit. Been and I do love a good fag, excuse the pun!’ There was that smile again, his face just lit up when he smiled and the famous cheeky charm just made my heart beat faster. ‘Been hell on my waistline, I swear. Stop smoking, start eating!’ He took one hand off the wheel and patted his little paunch. Oh man! I so didn’t need to see him do that!‘You look good to me,’ oh , now he will know I am gay and he will think I am after him. OK, he would be correct on both fronts but he didn’t need to know that, well not yet!We pulled into the parking lot and found a space. He turned the engine off and looked at me ‘you know who I am, don’t you?’‘Yes, I do, I mean I didn’t at first but after about 5 minutes I did. I am sorry, please don’t think I came looking for you, I honestly didn’t. I was having a good time just chatting and once it clicked who you were I was afraid you would think I was some obsessed fan, not to say that I am not a fan, I mean I like your music but I don’t have posters of you up on my walls or anything’ Shut up! Shut up! Shut up, you babbling fool!He laughed ‘It’s OK, I have been in the game long enough to know when someone is genuine, and you are, I wouldn’t have asked you to come with me if you weren’t.’The relief was immense. I rolled my eyes and looked sheepish. ‘Oh man, I thought you might think I was a stalker!’‘Nah, they tend to hide in bushes!’ he laughed. I knew we were OK with everything. Inside I was dancing for joy!‘Come on stalker boy, let’s spend some money.’

A Growing Star
Chapter 2

I pulled myself up so we were laying level in the bed again and whispered in his ear ‘What say we make you a bigger star?’ ‘You mean?’ ‘Yeah, let’s have a go at adding a few lbs onto this gorge

We had a wonderful afternoon just walking around the shops, having a laugh and apart from the odd person giving Donnie a double take, it was like spending time with any other friend.We drove back to the café bar where we had met and parked up. ‘Thank you so much for a fun day, I have really enjoyed myself.’ Was he really saying this to me? ‘I had fun too, felt good to just be with someone on the same wavelength as me’ I started to feel myself blushing. ‘You make me laugh, you are just so nervous’ he grinned again. ‘Well, come on. How do you think I feel? I have admired you for years and now I am standing here chatting like we were friends. And a part of me doesn’t want to go back to my hotel room…Shit; I mean I don’t want to be alone there, crap, no! , could I make this worse?’ Bury me now, dig a hole and bury me now!He looked at me and burst out laughing. ‘You are so funny, why don’t you just ask me up to your room?’ ‘Because you aren’t gay and what are we gonna do up there, sit on the bed and watch the television?’ ‘Oh, so you are gay? I would never have guessed, and there was me thinking that you kept checking out my arse to see who made my jeans?’ ‘Cheeky bugger!’ I replied. He put his arm around my neck and messed up my hair, laughing.‘And whose to say I’m not gay?’ he winked.Ever seen those cartoons where the wolfs jaw hits the ground when he sees the foxy lady? Well if I were a wolf, my jaw would be hitting side walk right now!!We went back to my hotel room and once inside I could barely contain my excitement.‘You have no idea how freaked out I am right now.’ I said.Donnie just laughed and dived onto my bed.‘Right, do you want to stand there and stare at me or do you want to jump on the bed and see what happens?’He patted the bed with one hand and gave me a come here gesture with the other.Needless to say I jumped on the bed and lay next to him. Lying inches away from him was staggering. I could smell him, there was a slight aroma of aftershave, he really smelt amazing. He smiled and said ‘it’s been a while since I have been on the bed with another guy. I’ve missed it. You know, just having someone there to lie with and chat.’ ‘I hope you don’t mind but I would love to see your tattoos up close and personal’ I said, maybe I was being a little forward.‘Course’ he sat up and pulled off his vest. My heart was pounding. His chest was covered in dark thick hair, in-between his pecs the hair got denser. His pecs weren’t solid; they are quite large but had a layer of fat on them making them slightly soft. Looking down his torso I was pleased to see a little podgy belly. I smiled.‘What you are smiling at?’ he asked. A look of panic darted across my face.‘Sorry, I was just looking at your little belly’ had I just blown any chance I had?‘Yeah, that’s called quitting smoking and enjoying life too much’ he placed his hands on his mound and gave it a little shake. ‘Ought to get rid of it really, not good for the image.’‘Shame, I like it’ I gave him a wry smile ‘I remember reading in an interview once that you wouldn’t mind letting yourself go and becoming a fat has been.’‘The thought had crossed my mind’ ‘Really?’ I replied, trying desperately not to get aroused.‘Yeah, just to see what it’s like, I have battled with my weight since I was a teen and now I am in my 30’s I wouldn’t mind adding a few lbs and seeing how it feels. What do you think?’What do I think? He is asking me, a man who has prayed that Donnie would let himself go and pork up.‘I’ll show you what I think!’I pushed him onto his back and placed my tongue onto his soft baby gut. He took a deep intake of breath as my tongue played on his belly, his hair getting matted with my saliva. My tongue danced around his navel and up to wards his meaty pecs. I could hear his breath deepen and little grunts of pleasure kept hitting the air. Whilst my tongue found his s my hand was reaching down towards his jeans. There was a sizeable bulge that my hand traced the outline of. Donnie’s breathing quickened as he became more and more aroused by my caresses. I looked up at his face and grinned a sly grin. ‘Can you tell I like your added weight?’ I asked‘Hell yeah,’ he replied and looked a little sheepish. ‘You are the first guy to ever play with my fat and I have to say I’m not hating it.’‘Yeah, there’s a bulge down here that sort of tells me that!’ I gave his packet a little squeeze and he took a sharp breath in.I pulled myself up so we were laying level in the bed again and whispered in his ear ‘What say we make you a bigger star?’‘You mean?’ ‘Yeah, let’s have a go at adding a few lbs onto this gorgeous body of yours and giving the tabloids something to write about.’Donnie just smiled, leaned over and gave me a deep, long passionate kiss.
A Growing Star
Chapter 3

Lying on the largest bed I had ever seen was Donnie. There was something different about him and it wasn’t the fact that he had had his hair cut. Once where there once was a baby pudge was a larger ro

Donnie invited me to stay in his home, as his guest. I jumped at the chance. He told me that he had commitments for the next 3 weeks and so paid for me to stay on at the hotel whilst he worked. The days seemed to go by so slowly waiting for him to be free. Every now and then I would just grin to myself and then laugh out loud, many a time getting an odd look from a stranger in the street. I didn’t care, I was so happy. Finally Donnie left a message at the front desk to say that he was now free and that I was to come straight away to his home as he had a surprise for me. I left behind my lonely hotel room and headed for his mansion. Mansion, ha, listen to me! I was still finding it hard to take in that one of my deepest darkest desires was actually becoming a reality. It was hard not to stop grinning as I walked up to the gates. I pressed the buzzer and waited. After a minute his voice answered and told me to come on up. The large metal gates slowly opened. This was all too much like a film. It was surreal but so wonderful.‘Hello? Donnie?’ The front door was ajar so I walked into the reception hall. The place was beautiful, so grand and modern. ‘Hello?’ I yelled. There was a slight echo, boy this place was vast!‘Up here!’ he replied. ‘Where?’ I asked as I slowly walked up the huge staircase. ‘Follow my voice’ he said laughing. ‘Am I getting warmer?’ I asked as I passed doorway after doorway. ‘Oh, yes, trust me you are getting hot!’ ‘You are such a tease.’ I said laughing. Finally I found the door to his bedroom and what lay behind that door would be etched into my mind for the rest of my life!Lying on the largest bed I had ever seen was Donnie. There was something different about him and it wasn’t the fact that he had had his hair cut. Once where there once was a baby pudge was a larger rounder firmer gut! ‘You have got to be kidding?’ I said totally in awe of what my eyes were seeing.‘I told you, I had some commitments,’ Donnie replied, ting eating grin was back and he looked so y, my heart was melting. ‘I wanted to see if I could add some serious weight before we met up again. For two reasons, one, to see if I could actually do it and two I wanted to see your face when you walked in and , it was a picture!’ he started to laugh.‘How much weight have you put on, you look so, so chunky.’ Every fibre of my being wanted to jump his bones. I had never wanted anyone more in my life. Donnie was fat and furry perfection!‘About 20lb I think, it’s not as much as I would have liked but I was sort of flying blind. I just ate everything I could get my hands on. ‘Well, your hands found a lot of food, I’ll give you that! And 20lb in 3 weeks is amazing going. And I have to say, you have never, ever looked hotter!’‘Well don’t you think you should come over here and reward me for being such a good eater?’ there was that grin again.It took less than 20 seconds for me to get onto the bed and stripped to my underwear. Donnie laughed as I got my foot stuck in my pant leg and hopped across the room.‘I have never wanted you more!’ he howled. Ok, it wasn’t the most glamorous of entrances but it sure was one of the fastest!Lying next to him was everything I had dreamed of those last 3 weeks. Being apart from him was but now I was with him and I never wanted to leave his side.‘So, lets have a look at that belly then, my big hairy brute! Can I call you mine?’ I looked up at him‘Of course you can.’ He replied with a sweet look in his face.He lay back on the bed and put his arms behind his head. His gut had now taken on a rounder shape. It looked solid but to the touch it was soft and also dough like. He let out a little grunt when I played with the soft warm flesh. His belly was quite hairy. I was starting to get hard playing with it and Donnie was also in a state of arousal. One hand massaged his belly whilst the stroked from outside his underwear. ‘You make me want to be a bigger man’ he said softly, his breathe getting slow and heavy.‘We will make you a huge star baby, I promise you that.’We made love that afternoon for the first time. I think we both knew that there was something special between us. I had never felt so at ease with a man before and I could tell Donnie loved the fact that I loved him for him and not his star status.
A Growing Star
Chapter 4

His belly was getting rounder by the day, a classic ball gut, although I knew that the more weight he added it would start to sag. Oh, I prayed for that day!

“220lb!” “What ?” I shouted back. “220lb! I have hit 220lb” his voice sounded so excited. I found it impossibly cute that Donnie loved yelling out his gains.I had been with Donnie Williams for a month now and in that time two things had grown. One was the love that we shared, the other was his weight. Donnie had always been stocky but since we had met he had gained 45lb. It would have been more but I have to admit he did burn off a good few calories in our first weeks together as we couldn’t keep our hands off each other. You know how it is when you first meet someone, everything you do leads to bedroom action. I still had to pinch myself that I was actually Donnie Williams’s lover. In my wildest dreams I would never have thought it possible yet here I was in his mansion, sharing his life and I have to say I did not it! The phone call to my parents was awkward. Telling them I was staying in L.A. and that I had found someone led to a lot of questions but in the end they realised that it was what I wanted to do and they helped me put my flat up for rent and stored all my stuff in their attic. I told them to sell my TV etc and use the money to treat themselves to a holiday. Donnie told me if there was anything I wanted from home that we could ship it over but to be honest I wasn’t really bothered. I felt a little sad that I had to give up my cat but Donnie said that whenever I wanted we could get a dog or cat of our own.Donnie came padding down the stairs from the bathroom dressed only in his shorts. His face was looking a little fatter but the majority of his gains had settled onto his belly and chest. His pecs had now started to sag a little and had that triangular look that I loved. His areolas were getting slightly more enlarged too. I just loved the way that his body had heaviness to it now. His belly was getting rounder by the day, a classic ball gut, although I knew that the more weight he added it would start to sag. Oh, I prayed for that day! I met him at the bottom of the stairs and he turned me around and cuddled me from behind, pushing his gut into my back. I felt him start to get hard.‘Oh you never let up do you?’ I said with a smile. ‘Nope, I cannot believe how much a life can change in such a short time.’ After he said it he playfully bit my ear. ‘What the weight gain?’ I asked. ‘The weight gain and everything else. You had no idea how lonely I was . People look from the outside and see the mansion, the cars, the money, the s….’ ‘Yeah, about that!’ I said. He laughed and swung me around. ‘Publicists, , they were trying to protect my image. And what do I need s for now I have you.’ Oh the cheeky grin, always with the cheeky grin.‘Have you eaten properly today?’ I asked. ‘Properly? Does this belly look like I have been drinking slimming aids?’ He let me go and jiggled his gut.‘Ha, no, I mean have you had your gainer shake? If you have nothing planned I would love to spoil you today.’ ‘And what do you have in mind, my y British Bulldog?’ ‘Well, firstly, I want to lay you down by the pool in the shade, then I want to make a huge batch of gainer shake, put it on ice and spend the rest of the day watching you drink it in-between me feeding you as much food as I can get into that big y fuzzy belly of yours.’ With that I bent down and kissed his stomach. ‘While you’re down there….’ I felt something poke me in the collar bone.‘You are an animal!’ I said laughing. ‘Tell you what, you eat as much as you can for me today and I promise you little Donnie will get a treat of his own tonight.’‘Deal, come on then slow poke, what ya waiting for?’ he started to run to the pool. ‘Give it six months Tiger and you aren’t going to be able to run anywhere!’
A Growing Star
Chapter 5

I told Donnie he had to down a pint of gainer shake and sure enough when I returned he lay there with an empty glass and a slightly firmer belly, each time resting the glass on his ever growing gut.

I was quite amazed at how much Donnie actually put away that day. This was the first time we had really spent a whole day indulging in gluttony. I had ordered take out from quite a few places in town and if nothing else was getting myself fit by having to go to the gates to collect each food order. Every time I went to the gates I told Donnie he had to down a pint of gainer shake and sure enough when I returned he lay there with an empty glass and a slightly firmer belly, each time resting the glass on his ever growing gut. I had lost count of how many pizzas Donnie had put away but it was more than I had dared imagined. At about 6 Donnie was starting to look sleepy. After all he had eaten more than an average man would in a week. All around him lay empty pizza boxes, glasses that once contained gainer shake, burger wrappers and enough chocolate bar wrappers to keep a class room of kids hyperactive! Looking around I figured he had taken in over 30,000 calories. I knew we couldn’t do this everyday as he would just explode but a weekly pig out session might prove to be beneficial to him.‘You ok baby?’ He opened his eyes slowly and nodded ‘I have never felt so full in my life.’ I looked down at his belly and it was so huge, so round and solid that I just wanted to kiss it, so I did. ‘Offfpphh, Hun, be careful. I feel like I am going to blow.’ ‘Sorry baby, you have no idea how hot you look right now. Grrrrr, I don’t think I am going to be able to keep my hands off you.’ ‘Well, you are going to have to for a little while unless you want to re-enact that scene from ‘The meaning of life’.’ ‘Now, that is a shame as I just so happen to have a wafer thin mint just for you!’ he tried to laugh but stopped due to the tremendous pain in his bloated belly.‘Listen, you just stay here for a couple of hours, I will go in and get you some Pepto and leave the food to settle, and then we can have a nice evening watching a film. Ok?’ ‘That sounds like a plan,’ he leaned up slightly ‘kiss.’ He said puckering his lips. I kissed him and went into the mansion. Looking back at him gave me a little shudder. He looked beautiful, so perfect. His extra weight suited him. Just to see the heft of his belly slowly rise and fall as he drifted off to sleep so poetry. Even if we stopped now I would be happy but deep down I knew that we both were on a path to making him a lot bigger.Another week had flown by and Donnie had gained another 4lb. He was a little upset that is wasn’t more but I was happy. I told him that is was best to have a few slow weeks as his body could adjust to the added stresses of gaining. And to be honest 4lb wasn’t bad anyway! Donnie stood in front of his clothes and looked a little sad. ‘What’s the matter?’ I asked. ‘It’s a shame that all these clothes are never going to be worn again.’ ‘Well, not by you at least. Are you having second thoughts?’ ‘Oh good grief, no! Trust me , there is no going back for your chubby hubby!’ we both laughed. It was reassuring to know that Donnie loved his gains and that he didn’t want to go back to his old weight. ‘Listen, why don’t we bag up all of the clothes that you have porked out of and give them to Goodwill? That way someone will benefit.’‘Good idea, I am glad you are brains of this outfit, I can’t be both the brains and the looks now can I!’ he said laughing. With that he grabbed me and gave me a hug that nearly knocked the wind out of me. I think he isn’t used to his size yet and he is a strong man. With the added weight he was starting to have quite a nt presence.

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